All Blog Posts Tagged 'pastlife' (27)

Nature Past Memory #29 - Believe Me

"Why doesn't anyone believe me? Why does everyone think I was the one to start this?" Tears track down the young girl's face as she stands before a room full of people, her red hair smeared across her face and shackles holding her wrists firmly together. The crowd is silent, glancing to each other in silence, the all important silence.. the one that shows she struck a cord. Her voice, bitter and desperate, rises…

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Added by Raelin Wolvarian Aero on December 11, 2010 at 11:20am — No Comments

Nature Past Memory #28 - Exactly, Precisely and Absolutely

A very little girl, near eight years old with large eyes and a few missing teeth, knelt in front of an iron cross, fingers threaded together and chin resting on her hands. She wore an old dress, one that was too small and showed her ankles and wrists, it even was too tight over her shoulders, the knees of the dress worn by continuous prayer. Her lips moved silently, fervently praying for her mother’s soul.

Beside the very little girl was a very big man. His hands threaded together in… Continue

Added by Raelin Wolvarian Aero on September 24, 2010 at 3:18am — No Comments

Nature Past Memory #27 - No Longer Laughing

It was the first time he ever had a moment of doubt in who he was. Not the first time he wanted to pretend his family wasn’t really his, all kids pretended that sometimes, but the first time that he ever doubted who he really, truly was. He looked nothing like his mother or father, both where dark where he was fair, the unruly sweep of crimson hair dribbling down his spine was misplaced with a family full of only those with black hair and blacker eyes. But.. never once did he suspect that he… Continue

Added by Raelin Wolvarian Aero on September 24, 2010 at 3:17am — No Comments

Nature Past Memory #25 - Shishi and Sari

Swirls of red dust rushed past the rustic orange of the rocky mountain. Far off, the dual suns were setting in perfect unison, their radiance sweeping across the dead landscape in hues ranging from beaten gold to a vibrant pink. The smaller of the two suns, Sari, was a globe of molten blood always following the larger, Shishi, across the sky. Shishi was a pregnant, golden mass of flame that sat heavy in the orange glow of the atmosphere.

The deep throb of drums beat like a pulse in… Continue

Added by Raelin Wolvarian Aero on August 14, 2010 at 1:19am — No Comments

Nature Past Memory #24 - Sacred Animal Theives

There was nothing more glorious than flight. Every creature, from worm to deer to human to immortal… wonders what a moment of unrestrained freedom would feel like. What it would be like to shed their bodies and flood into the skies, unhindered by the silly thing known as gravity. What would it be like to have wings of their own? To fly and soar as easily as those birds do?

Luckily, some were born with the ability to experience such things. They were born with the capability to enfold… Continue

Added by Raelin Wolvarian Aero on August 4, 2010 at 5:00pm — No Comments

Nature Past Memory #22- Mama

Mama pulls me tight into her lap and wraps her arms around me. She's sitting on the floor. The floor is dirt. We're poor, that's what Daddy says. He says a lot of things. I think he made Mama cry because her face is puffy, like when we get the dark splotches all over. Bruises. Like that.

I like it when Mama holds me like this. It makes me feel safe and warm, very warm. I'm not safe. Mama's not safe. Mama and I know that but I like to pretend that Mama's an angel that fell…

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Added by Raelin Wolvarian Aero on May 19, 2010 at 4:51am — No Comments

Nature Past Memory #21- It Hurts to Breathe

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Added by Raelin Wolvarian Aero on April 4, 2010 at 1:30am — No Comments

Nature Past Memory #19- Seeking the Truth That Cannot Be Found

We sat once again where many important things had been said before. My big brother and mother sat on one side of the table and me on the other...as usual. It was an oddity that I had grown accustomed to after repeated incidents. Being alone, that is. Darius and Mom seemed to have a very close relationship, something I couldn't be in on. They had been through the hard times and had bonded because of them. Of course...I'd been there as well. I was three years younger than Darius and had been… Continue

Added by Raelin Wolvarian Aero on February 3, 2010 at 4:27pm — No Comments

Nature Past Memory #18- Falcon's Raege

He stares into the stars, the glittering, vast blanket that stretches so peacefully across the night sky. A moment of peace seeping through the young man's pores and into his soul, one of the few moments he will ever have in his entire life that he will feel this way. Safety is so seldom now as the war spreads. Many of his friends have left, like cowards, but he is strong. He will stay.

The valley around him echos with the voices of his sisters and the few brothers that have stayed… Continue

Added by Raelin Wolvarian Aero on January 22, 2010 at 4:31am — No Comments

Nature Past Memory #17- Stepping into the Light

A small chirping noise is what stirred the small boy from his slumber, his eyes opening agonizingly slow to take in the bleary world around him. Same room. Made of the same materials that he had studied so thoroughly the past few months. A large, steel door with a very small barred window....the large, empty white room...all the same. The boy doesn't move out of his huddled position, the corner's were much safer for some reason. No one can see into the corner's quite as well as the open floor.… Continue

Added by Raelin Wolvarian Aero on January 19, 2010 at 2:47am — No Comments

Nature Past Memory #16- Thoughts of Naila

"Stop it! Stop laughing at me! Where's my pillow? I can't find it. There's a bug on my arm....oh gods get it off!!"

My nails dig into the flesh of my arm as I scratch the image of the bugs away. Some nails are bitten down to the skin but I still have one or two sharp edges.

"It's gone...calm down now.....What? No, I don't want to. You know I don't like peanut butter." I talk out loud to them now, I gave up a couple days ago on keeping myself quiet. It's no use… Continue

Added by Raelin Wolvarian Aero on November 30, 2009 at 11:00pm — No Comments

Nature Past Memory #15- Battle

It was a dark day for our serpentine enemies. Any who opposed us had many dark days. A glance over my shoulder confirms Master's amusement at watching the battle, at knowing his creations won. Rylor, our leader, had devised a plan, a carefully constructed idea of how to take down our enemies with nary a wound or battle scar. Down here, in the abyss, all of us were more ourselves. My line and myself tended to get caught up in battle and lose focus so the plan ended up in… Continue

Added by Raelin Wolvarian Aero on November 30, 2009 at 2:24pm — No Comments

Nature Past Memory #14- Elena of Triga (Rated R for language and adult situations)

He's so perfect. His ebon locks curling around his forehead so beautifully, flashing green eyes and a poet's lips he makes me melt. Even for a human, he'd make an immortal woman quake to look upon him....I should know. He knows what I am as well, he looked at my flaming form and his face was bright and awed. We've been together for several years now and I cannot believe how much I love him, how much he loves me. I'm marking him as mine tonight.

I warned him of the pain and he smiled… Continue

Added by Raelin Wolvarian Aero on November 30, 2009 at 4:30am — No Comments

Nature Past Memory #13- The Plague

I know I'm about to die. In almost every one of my lives I know when. Usually it's more obvious than this, a sword through my chest, burned at the stake, being stoned to death....I prefer those. I can recognize when I will die based on the amount of pain and the heat swarming my body, getting ready for the explosion. I look forward to those few, breif moments between the actual death and being dragged to the abyss. In those moments....I live.

My mind tends to wander nowadays. I'm… Continue

Added by Raelin Wolvarian Aero on November 27, 2009 at 1:30pm — No Comments

Nature Past Memory #11- The Tale of Lies

The world was covered in a thick blanket of night, darkness lurking behind every corner and the pure glory of the moon was hanging heavily in the sky. This was our night, our joy and our laughter. Seated on the ground on a pile of soft cushions, I was surrounded by children who awaited tales of our people's past, for me to spin them a story. Leaping flames danced shadows across each hopeful face while their parents, brothers, sisters and friends' bodies swayed to the low thrumming of a drum.… Continue

Added by Raelin Wolvarian Aero on November 18, 2009 at 7:00pm — No Comments

Nature Past Memory #10- Odd Memories...

I'm living my life as the incarnation Raelin, but I'm confused. I hadn't planned on Farzik showing up in my life, but I can't undo it. He's ruining everything that I have worked so hard on rebuilding. I'm not the same person I once was. I-I don't kill people......When he first showed up, I was positive that he was going to drag me back to hell to finish up my sentence, but he didn't. Now everyone can see me for what I truely am. A pet. A goddamned pet for those with power!

Ever since… Continue

Added by Raelin Wolvarian Aero on October 24, 2009 at 11:30pm — No Comments

Nature Past Memory #9- Crysia, Death of

Sitting back, I brush the hair back from Gage's face. His handsome eyes staring back at me, a look of annoyance in his bright blue eyes as he shifts from foot to foot.

"Mitera, are you done? I wanna go play..." His voice is pleading, knowing that I always fall for it. Sighing, I stand and lean against the door, admiring my miracle.

"Yes sweetling, be careful and listen to your master!" My voice raises as he runs off mid-sentence. My little warrior...he'll soon be seven and… Continue

Added by Raelin Wolvarian Aero on October 24, 2009 at 4:30pm — 1 Comment

Nature Past Memory #8- Sarana, Death of

Me's is dying now. Me's mama and me's papa are watching and they look very happy. Me's has always liked fire, tons and tons. Me's didnt know anything, me's didnt know the burning. Me's is watching me's skin peel off and me's skin turn black. Me's feels good inside, me's feels this is good. Me's man is watching too. Me's man is sad he wont see me's but he says its okay. He says that when me's lets go and floats away, me's is gunna be avenged.

Me's is scared to die. Me's feels so cold… Continue

Added by Raelin Wolvarian Aero on October 9, 2009 at 2:00pm — No Comments

Nature Past Memory #7- Sarana

Me is Sarana. Me is six now and me is a girls. Me has a mama and a papa but me is stupid. Me cant read at all and me cant see. Me is a witch too. Papa told me that me is a devil child. Mama and papa like me's to go out and play in the yard lotsa times, but me's dont like it. Me's gets made fun of and gets lotsa owies. Me cant see what they throw but it stinks real bad and makes me wanna throw up. Me's papa says im a witch and a devil child. Me's a spawn of satan but he didnt wants me's cause… Continue

Added by Raelin Wolvarian Aero on October 7, 2009 at 6:28pm — 1 Comment

Nature Another Nyxaria?

For a couple of centuries, I had been positive that no more of my kind exist. I was sure because I was the one who killed them. The only way to permentely kill a Nyxaria is by way of another dying. When my kind dies, our body releases the energy into the air and when they collide, a bomb is created. Now the Nyxaria that causes the explosion is not permenetely dead, just sent to hell to await the next time she or he can reincarnate. If another Nyxaria is caught in the blast however, they are… Continue

Added by Raelin Wolvarian Aero on September 23, 2009 at 2:00am — No Comments