the story behind the player of Samarah

I know not to give away any info but i really want to tell you my story. I don't want you feeling bad for me or you giving pity because of the way i have been treated. And if your a mean person then don't bother reading this. Hello my name is Lauren i'm a 16 year old girl who is about to to start 10th grade. i have been bullied and torn apart. People have called me ugly a bitch a whore a loser pretty much anything they could think of. One of those people was my ex boyfriend he was abusive he hit me and called me names. Told me he would only love me and that no one wanted me. I believe him which made me keep going back to him. I hung out with the wrong people one was a bipolar girl. All she did was yell at me and when she didn't get what she wanted she threatened to kill herself. I have seizures so she saying that and me being with a abusive boyfriend made them happen a lot more. I was also friends with a cutter and thats all she did she had a bad life. Well i stopped going to school because of being bullied and stuff and i tried killing myself a lot. I shut down and didn't talk anyone i was going into depression and i had nobody but my family. But things started getting worse and i came on here to get away. But people were being mean to me on here i didn't know what to do. So i cut i still have the scars they might never go away. But some people on here helped me through and i won't ever quit. Its just i want at least someone to be nice to me.

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Enhanced Comment by Daloki Kjellendragon on August 31, 2012 at 8:32pm: I'm coming to this late but I want to emphasize two things others have said. First, in real life you need to drop - absolutely drop - all the toxic people from your life. If they hurt you, abuse you, manipulate you - DROP them.

Second, it does seem by now that you've come a long way and learned to take IC comments as what they are (or should be) - the characters' words. If someone is using IC to get at you, the player, or giving you grief out of character, you (and anyone in this boat) should C&P the offensive content or take a screen shot and send it to the Admins with an explanation, then put the offending person on Ignore status.

Comment by æ Irél Faladhen æ on August 12, 2012 at 11:08am: remember, people stay in character here quite often and sometimes that is all that it is. You can not take that personally. If there are stupid rude people aiming to hurt you, well, they simply are asses and those kind of people can be found everywhere sadly. So, simply delete their stupid words and forget about them. They are not worth your time, patience, and energy. And they are certainly not worth your pain. Also, one last point, I do agree with Darcy. Just because we should have the right to be safe anywhere, we are not. There are cruel, stupid, mean, hurtful jerks everywhere we would go. Be careful about posting so much about yourself here.

Hybrid Comment by Samarah on August 6, 2012 at 5:21pm: thank you Anna

Hybrid Comment by Samarah on August 6, 2012 at 1:37pm: thanks all i have already gotten a mean comment and just deleted it

Undead Comment by Cecilia di Sighisoara on August 6, 2012 at 11:50am: Dracy, don't get your panties in a wad.

Celestial Comment by Dracy 神管Heavens Dark Harbinger管神 on August 6, 2012 at 8:44am: It was nothing short of Advice so If someone does decide to leave a harmful or bad comment due to their own bad sides. since we have trolls on here who would bash something like this If given the chance, I stated my advice so she wouldn't take any of those peoples comments to heart. simple Isn't It?...

Celestial Comment by Dracy 神管Heavens Dark Harbinger管神 on August 6, 2012 at 8:33am: I've been on this site longer than you Dr medicine, and this Is nothing to do with having faith In people In general or mankind as a whole. Only about knowing that some people On this site can be Utter assholes through experience of seeing It.

Human Comment by The Good Doctor on August 6, 2012 at 6:35am: You sound like a fantastic lady and you're truly a strong person, you deserve all the kindness in the world! You're very brave putting everything out in the open and I hope that my simple kindness suffices.

That was some very sound advice Eleanor, you're a good person.

Also the only people to comment so far have been nothing but supportive, you should really attempt to regain your belief in mankind.

I wish you the best madam, nothing but the best!

Celestial Comment by Dracy 神管Heavens Dark Harbinger管神 on August 6, 2012 at 6:23am: Don't take this the wrong way Samarah. but posting this kind of personal Information If It's ooc like It sounds. will not be the best thing on a Site with complete strangers who most likely won't be sympathetic to what they read. and may state or post some rather harsh comments about. just friendly advice.

Comment by Sonya Corvis (Lensherr) on August 5, 2012 at 10:03pm: I'm so sorry that you have been going through this. It's so sad and I know how you feel. I really don't have much to say. Pretty much what I was going to say Eleanor has said already for me. I agree with her. I hope you feel a lot better soon and that things get better for you.