I don't want to come home.... I don't want to do anything..... All I want to do is fight Zazel..... I hate Zazel..... Zazel LIED to me about everything about anything. He is not to be trusted with anything. He lies and lies and lies and for what!? I want him to burn away! He deserves to burn AWAY! I shouldn't even be home right now! Why am I home? Should I be home? Should I leave home? I am okay right? At "home"? Is this "home"? I remember..... One time Zazel beat me into the mountain..... Why did he save me?...... He's the enemy and, yet, he saved me? Why do beings save beings?...... In fact what is love?..... Why do we even "love"? What is the purpose of "love"?..... No purpose! NONE! THERE IS NOTHING TO IT! Is there?..... Hello, my death, please comes forth! Heehee.... No! This is what Zazel wants me to act! WELL I won't act like this in fact I'll just go straight to the burns! Yes! I will make sure he BURNS AWAY! Heehee...... YES BURN AWAY ZAZEL! I will burn your ashes even after you're dead! *Then I fall from my chair with the pen drawing down the paper I've seemed to have tried to draw a picture bellow of something but it got ruined by the pen. I've gotten up to mess it up even more. Seemingly the Sassy/Sasu/whatever you’ve called me is fully dead, yet, not completely dead. There was one part of me that is alive the one that used to be relaxed and fun and just the person that everyone knew. It was more dead than alive and Sasuke’s worst fears have been realized, she has changed. I am now the Dark Sasuke. I’ve continued to write* I am the New Sasuke. I don’t cry, I don’t sulk, and more importantly I’ll kill anyone who gets in the way of my goals. My goal right now is to help my friend at whatever the cost maybe! So, Zazel, what do you have to say right now? Would you please tell me? Aww. Why so silent? Did I silence you? Did you think all those attacks are gonna stop me? Hmm? If I were you, Zazel, I would stay out of my way…. I will make sure to kill you ever so painfully with fire. It will be the other way around. I’m still debating if I should even be “home” though. Maybe my lovely crow knows? Do you my darling? *I’ve even looked at the crow as it lands on the desk. I’ve smiled at it and then glanced at the paper again* Poor idiots. They should know whom to trust. Guess not, huh? BAH! Oh well! Time to stop and get some form of sleep. I do need my sleep. I do still get rather sleepy too.