—she felt so stupid, and had too little confidence to ask for help. espeshally from him, he had this thing about him that reminded her of mr crain.
—“shut up! shut up! shut up! get out of my head all of you!
“I’ll keep trying till i suceed”. “killing yourself isnt a winning sittuation, if you cheack out then absolutely everything you’ve gone through, everything you have overcome would be a waste”. “dont you get it!?
I am so tired of this! what the hell did i do to anybody? i go out of my way to be nice and im shuned for it! I snap back and that of course never works, but even when i do absolutely nothing I am trampled on!
that was the most emotionaly confused moment ever. who do I trust percy? or ben? ben doesnt seem to have any ulterior motives, but perct hasnt ever left me completely alone. shepushed the thought back, she needed
she looked at the note again. for once someone actually noticed her pain, but it came too late. plus ben would forget about her anyways, not that there was much to be forgotten. ben mabey thought he cared (as a
today in particular seemed espeshaly long and boring. espeshally with mr.collins continuely atempting to get lisa to talk more about that night in the sewers and percy. he couldnt drop eithor subject. she
“morning lisa”. smiled mr.collins. “morning.” she replyed softly. hopeing he would ask something so she could tell him what happened. It was eating away at her. She had such a calm disposition on the outside,
lisa woke up in a cold sweat. she had been suffering from night terrors ever since middle school but recently they were increasing in number and graphic content. she looked around her bedroom, not really thinking
lisa was a block away and stoped short mid-step when she saw his car at her house. Thomas Crain, a friend of julie sacrin that only came when her parents and sister left for a minivacation. usualy lisa had at
lisa and mary aprouched the house. “so once we get done with homework do you want to watch a movie?” asked mary. “sure” said lisa “mom! dad! lisa and I are home!” mary shouted. “ok, dinner’s at five, lisa your
That day lisa had been abnormally adgitated, but for once happy that she could speak. she was still quiet, but she could talk when asked a question. the individual periods felt slow but the day in it’s entirety
1st period: for a moment they just sat there in the silence. Finally mr.collins broke it. “I understand the pole”. he paused “but i dont understand the gem you found, could you explain?” he asked. lisa had brought
lis walked into the kitchen, it was lunchtime and her mother and sam still weren’t back. a lot of their plates cups and other kitchenware was shattered on the ground. so she made a sandwich on a paper plate. there
Sept 12 1986
“thank you both for coming down here to talk with me.” Said Dr.Seron “no problem, we were planning on coming down anyway to see lisa” said mr.sacrin. “is she ok, when can we see her?” mrs.sacrin
Sept. 11 1986 Thursday
“you well enough to go to school?” sneered mrs.sacrin. “im still sore, but if you want me to I will go anyways.” Said lisa. “I suppose it doesn’t matter anyway, if you don’t want to you’l
Sept. 7 1986 sun. (four days later)
“Lisa… Lisa can you hear me?” it was a man’s voice. “lisa if you can understand us give us a sign.” She opened and closed her eyes with a dilibreate pause. “good.” Sai
Spet. 1 1986 Monday
Journal entry: Ugh today sucked. I went shopping with mom to get school supplies and of corse sam had to come with.
“why is sam comeing?” “don’t be like that lisa.” Snapped Mrs.sacri