Autumn Terrell


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Have you ever done something bad so many times, to the point it hurts so bad, yet you can’t stop? To the point that you start to enjoy it?


I know Depression isn’t attractive, yet I can’t seem to get her to go away. She won’t leave me alone. She won’t get off of my shoulders. I’ve told Depression in a very calm manner to please leave me be, yet she won’t. She just won’t go away, no matter what. The more I pester her, the stronger she gets, the harsher she gets. I always look up at her when she is punishing me and see that evil smirk spread across her face. 


Love? What is love? The definition of love is “an intense feeling of deep affection.” Intense? Feeling? Deep affection? Does this mean I don’t love myself? Does this mean I can’t be loved?


Oh, please, save me. Save me from the nightmare that is myself. …




Who Am I...

A sweet girl just looking for adventures

Romantic Interests

Men and Women

Relationship Status


My Story Is...

My name is Autumn. I’m eighteen. I was raised as an only child, therefore, I’m very lonely all the time. I have grown to be very depressed.

My Appearance




– General –


First name: Autumn

Last name: Terrell

Nicknames: Autti,

Place of birth: America

Date of birth: May 14, 1999

Zodiac Sign: Tarus

Age: 18

Gender: Female

Sexual orientation: Bisexual

Religion: Belief in Hell


– Appearance –


Height: 5’11

Weight: 115 lbs

Hair color: Ginger

Eye color: Blue


– Specific –


Personality: Autumn is sweet, kind, shy, funny, clingy (can be), depressed, lost, and gets scared easily.

History: (will be added later)

Likes: Autumn likes cuddles, kisses, affection, playing guitar, being noticed, being respected, being warm, being close to someone, being protected, and being loved especially since she can’t seem to love herself.

Dislikes: Autumn dislikes being cold, being alone, being bored, being invisible, being disrespected, being harmed, having no one there to protect her, and being unloved by everyone.


– Others –


Status: Alive

Occupation: None

Relatives: All died in plane crash



I Believe...

in Hell. Why should I believe in anything else when death always has its door open?