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well as you can tell by the title this is gonna be mostly a rant so for people who dont like rants leave

 

i suck for what at the moment i can only think of is 3 reasons 1. being that i am childish for the 15 year old i am i can still act like im still 9 weirdly i can break out into fights and not know why im in said fight i can think that something exists because of how i draw alot and have a over active imagination 2. would be how i cant see to make enough money to hold myself correctly its sorta like this “shit i dont have money for (insert needed thing here) well time to get (insert a thing thats an improvise but it sucks) ” or anything worse 3. would be how i run things, some people think the hotel i run is mostly for newcomers and unexperienced users when i can somehow agree with that i got the hotel when i was basically completely new to the site and wanted to have a room because at that time all i though a room was, was just a reward a chance if anything when i asked how you get a room someone told me to ask an admin now being the little idiot i was i thought OH YA THIS WILL BE WONDERFULLY EASY well not really after i said who an admin was the same person told me who an admin was but told me not to get my hopes up… i dont know if i should call myself lucky or not and now just thinking of a fourth reason to hate myself my fucking weight. most of the kids at my school are fucking twigs the perfect model you would see in porn magazines while you look at me im that chubby nerdy glasses wearing girl you would think to see in a star wars movie screening…

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  1. Citadel 4 years ago

    You know what? I just made an account, and this is the first thing I see. Fuck your weight! Who cares about those soon-to-be porn stars? They’ll just get a job at some stupid gas station anyways! You’re 15 right? You have time to make the money you need, to get the things you want. Maybe this isn’t very helpful….But I’m still a kid too…I hope everything goes good for you though! <3

  2. Dragon Teers 4 years ago

    Yea! You’re awesome and smart and super creative!

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    Lora 4 years ago

    geez that is nearly what i expected i wrote that while upset idk if i should take dat back and no it wasnt bait for friends thats called being an ass

  4. Sílrien Ranor 4 years ago

    You are old, Father William by Lewis Carroll

    “You are old, father William,” the young man said,
    “And your hair has become very white;
    And yet you incessantly stand on your head —
    Do you think, at your age, it is right?

    “In my youth,” father William replied to his son,
    “I feared it might injure the brain;
    But, now that I’m perfectly sure I have none,
    Why, I do it again and again.”

    “You are old,” said the youth, “as I mentioned before,
    And you have grown most uncommonly fat;
    Yet you turned a back-somersault in at the door —
    Pray what is the reason for that?”

    “In my youth,” said the sage, as he shook his grey locks,
    “I kept all my limbs very supple
    By the use of this ointment — one shilling a box —
    Allow me to sell you a couple?”

    “You are old,” said the youth, “and your jaws are too weak
    For anything tougher than suet;
    Yet you finished the goose, with the bones and the beak —
    Pray, how did you mange to do it?”

    “In my youth,” said his fater, “I took to the law,
    And argued each case with my wife;
    And the muscular strength, which it gave to my jaw,
    Has lasted the rest of my life.”

    “You are old,” said the youth, “one would hardly suppose
    That your eye was as steady as every;
    Yet you balanced an eel on the tend of your nose —
    What made you so awfully clever?”

    “I have answered three questions, and that is enough,”
    Said his father. “Don’t give yourself airs!
    Do you think I can listen all day to such stuff?

    Be off, or I’ll kick you down stairs.

    A nonsense poem by a very clever man. It is a metaphor for the constant internal struggle between what we are and what we think we should be.

    The father- with seniority, should behave in a manner that is right and proper, but does not, because he knows that it is futile to try and live up to the ever changing expectations of others.

    He in turn is being judged, and quite severely, by someone who does not yet have this experience or seniority or authority- yet places upon him expectations that are really rather limiting.

    The Father wins the struggle eventually, by refusing to engage in the conversation.

    What can you take from this?

    Your life is your own- live it how you wish.
    Do not bother yourself with what others might think.
    Do not listen to that internal voice that gives only criticism and judgment, but in turn, do not project your own insecurities onto others that often appear in the form of criticisms and judgments.
    Be kind to yourself.

    I hope this helps.

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