I don’t know how much longer I’m going to be on the site. I’ve run out of ideas completely, and I no longer have that drive to write like I did a year and a half ago, when I joined.
To add on top of this, the amount of people who suddenly dropped over some stupid dumb ass drama between multiple users. It bugs me, because I honestly considered some of those people to be like an extended family, and I haven’t even brought myself to so as much as say what I look like to them.
I love this site and I’d hate to leave what I’ve done so far behind with so many unanswered questions, but if I lack the motivation to write anything in the slightest then what’s the point?
I’m going to stay for now, obviously. But if this gets any worse I don’t think it’ll be good for my mental health to keep stressing over this.
I also acknowledge the toxicity of certain members of the site of which I won’t name. I am also somewhat aware of the drama that goes on here. I am also aware of the fact that it’s a combination of these two things that results in members leaving. It makes me worry about this site, and only continues to pack in more and more negativity into this site. It’s part of the reason I’m not on as often as usual.
I’m going to leave this here, as if I keep going I’m likely gonna outright go after everyone on the site.