She didn’t know, she only worried about when the next break down came along.
Her love was ripped from her, she felt like a part of her was now missing.
She wasn’t ready, at least not yet, to accept the fact that even though he was gone, he was still there.
She couldn’t know that what she considered her life, was still there. She may have felt broken, beaten, and bruised one too many times; but he hadn’t left her side.
He promised her that he wouldn’t.
Eons could have gone and he’d still be there, even if she wasn’t ready to accept him again.
But she still had his help, even if it was for her to get up in the morning.
When she was ready, he’d be there, to accept her wholeheartedly.