I can count tHe amounts of timEs I’ve gone to WorLd’s Crossing. 47. I’ve gone there 47 times in the Past Month and a half. I’vE gone to all the places that I’ve been to while I was on the run. It was horrIble seeing the outcoMe of my decIsionS long after I had left them. The deciSions that I wisH nevEr happened and that I don’t caRe for anymore.
The 32nd trip was to one planet that had a town I was staShed away in; one that I had tO betray a friend to survive. The town is no longer there. A barrage of fire hit it and left only ashes, debris, and scarred terrain. No one survived, at least no one I knew of. However, my reasoning for coMing back wasn’t to see the resUlt, but to find possible traCes…
Or the 22nd trip, wHere I had to steal clothes from one family. They’Re still there. Just a bit cOlder… But I couldn’t find her.
Or the 14th trip, where I found some of the old wanted posterS of mysElf. I had killed some official on this world, or at least, I was pinned for it. Regardless, I killed a number of laW enforcement to get away. But I couldn’t find her.
Or the 6th trip, wHere I lost WolfE. My body couldn’t keep symbiosis between his soul and mine, so he opted to fade into mine to cReate a strongEr soul. His body is mine to control, and his soul there thAt stRengthened mE, but it was a journeY that I wOuld go on by myself. But I coUldn’t find her.
Or the 47th trip, where I returned to Earth. The place where my parents had been kIlled. The plaCe I cAlled home. The place where Rose was from. A place I would hope to fiNd her, or even a clue if anyThinG. But as much as I tried in secrecy, I cOuldn’t find her. FrOm the numerous iNternet searches I did from a stolen laptop, I found nothing. Even using scent tracking couldn’t Work. I couldn’t track her eIther because she was too far away, or not here aT all…
As mucH as I feel tired from This long trek around different worlds, I Have to keep tryIng to find her, even if there’S nothing to go on. No matter how far I Push and how mAny morals have to be broken: I need to drIve through and fiNd my love, Rose.